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ORAL!!!!!
had freaking oral todae... easy larh but i worry fer nthing!! hahah.. ma oral onli strs ad 11.30 but i came to schl ad 6.30.. must be early mah*grins*.. so went mcs wid vanessa.. sweeney.. and nat tan... had breakfast.. i know cnt not eat early in da mawning.. still... eat.. so wen got oral.. man.. the stomach ache came.. i was like wad da heck lorh... of all time.. y muz it be now.. was kinda easy larh.. the conv part rocks man!! i dun noe larh wad i tok abt oso... but mrs loh.. seem to enjoying it!!*GRINS* kk... i very thick-skin i know.. ani waiz.. i cnt stand da pain.. went loo somany time lorh.. hm.. yeah.... den saw addne.. tokked fer awhile... den.. went hme.. kena nagging cause came hme late mah.. i mean i was in da loo k.. hate it..
yeah ni waiz... juz read ma sister's bloggie.. and i need to let her know.. hey sister.. i know we had a rough time last time.. and even though we have not been toking much... i just wanna let u know dun ever shut me out of ya life.. i still love you.. and yeah.. i just dont like it wen ppl do tat.. it is like i am nthing to you.. and if i am nthing to you..den y am ya sister rite?? so yeah.. sometime u just have to let it out.. and i know u are not tat kind of person.. hu does dat.. but still u cant keep it to urself.. knowing u are hurt.. makes others worried.. and hurt ad da sme time..i am just worried abt u.. yes i still care fer you even after wad i had said and felt towards you...so.. yeah DUN SHUT ME OUT OF YA LIFE K?
k.. urm to eneida.. i jus wanna sae.. hey girlie..tink twice k.. wadever ur decision is i respect it.. but if u need help.. yeah call me up k??
to addne dahlink.. u dun have to worrie.. da entry a few daes ago wasnt abt u.. well abit onli.. but yeah.. dun wori..i dun have ani hrd feelings..so yeah dun wori k?? love ya lotz.. take care!!!
KAKAK!!!!!!!!!hehehehehe... juz received ya msg!!! damn nice.. sunshine thru my window-tats wad you are, my shinning star! nice?? hehehehe!! u are the best!! love ya lotz.. muacks.. take care..see ya on thurs
yin dahlink.. dun wori abt me k??it was a nick.. and nthing more than tat.. k?? love ya lots.. and thanks fer 'taking care' of me
and to ma 1e5 girls!! hey daarlinkssss missing ya guys oreadi.. argh!! i miss da fun we had in class.. eating.. toking.. and juz slacking...LOVE YA LOTZ!!!!!!!!
tat is it peepz.. love ya lots.. peace out...
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harlow... nvr uypdate tat much yesdae... yeah was da last dae of schl.. suppose to go hme wid someone yesdae.. but dun noe y end up going hme alone.. boring siak.. ani wai.. abt ma report book?? dun wanna tok abt larh..now.. helping ma mama doing smthing.. she gt this sgh idol thingy.. and she is the organiser...yeah so while doing it can like update rite??*grin* i dun noe larh.. but i seriously tink i and people ard me are changing.. yeah well abt me i dun wanna brag abt it here.. but abt the people ard me.. sigh.. there is this speacial person i know.. we are drifting apart.. wen ever we meet she/he will end up avoiding me.. and yesdae we were suppose to meet up but end up i have to wait fer her/him...i was liek wad da heck lorh.. aiyarh.. hahhaha tat is da bad thing but the gd thing.. hahahhaha me and this person is getting closer.. yeah.. AT LAST we are toking.. toking.. and toking like non-stop..hahahhaha..yeah it is like the world does not revolves ard us.. hahha.. well yesdae was oso mrs ang las dae.. but i tink i ill be seeing her more larh. i dun noe MITE be onli...ani waiz.. someone said i am the best.. best of wad?? i oso dun noe.. (: mite be the best trouble-maker.. or best..argh.. i dun noe arh...
hey i wanna dye ma hair.. brown.. or even rainbow colour :D it would be really really nice orh...but then lata kena cye bck once school reopen.. man.. waste money onli.. yeah and i just buff ma nails!! look so shiny now..like brand new nails...:D:D:D:D:D:D i lurve it..heheheheh i am toking nonsense now..yeah..i am so hungr.. woke up damn early lorh todae.. ard 9 plus?? mom woke me up cuase granny was over ad my house... and we were suppose to go fer breakfast tat time but wad time did i go?? urm ard 11!! wasted ma beauty seep time onli...hey!! izzit flabby's bdae?? urm.. i dun neo niwaiz... HAPPIE BDAE FLAB!!!!k lah me wanna end this entry here.. wont be urm.. wrting nimore.. cause kena grounded.. yeah so.. urm.. as pernormall wanna end this entry wid some.. urm.. wadever u call it..
Eneida: hey dearie!!! all i wanna sae is tat... juz take gud care of yaself ya.. its all up to u but pweash.. dun make decisions wen ya angry!! pweash...love ya lotz!!
Syeila:hey kakak!! urm abt ya bloggie wanna a tag-board?? i can do fer ya.. and oso wad izzit abt the 23 dya thing on ya taggie.. well watever it is.. just remmeber even if tat person is not here.. she/he will always be in our mind k?? love ya lotz!!
Addne:hey addne!!urm.. i dun noe wad to say to you.. heheheheh OUH YESH!! REPLY MY MSGES PWEASH!!!I AM BORED!!LOVE YA LOTZ!!!!
kak purti:YOU ARE THE BEST TOO!!!*winks*LOVE YA LOTZ!!
BBALL GERLS:y da hell did i write tat??
Yin2:LOVE YA DAHLINK!!!
Sarah:hey dahlink!!take gud care ya?? love ya lotz!!
Vanessa:hehehehe....HEy dahliNK!! it is only urm...3 daes since u became ma dahlink..*winks*.nice??heheheh LOve ya LOTZ...NOT!! juz joking...
tat is it peepz..till again.. see ya!!
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hellowz people... hahahahha... ya guys noe wad?? ma lovest sister.. not mentioning hu.. said dat ma template is a lesbian thingy.. hahahhaha!!! laughing man..i mean.. da woman on da right looks damn old wid da wrinkles and liek urm.. crooked teeth!!! hahahahaha..laughing like mad now...ok larh... me gtg.. gotta bath!! buhbyez
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harlow!! got this new thingy.. nice?? it is dedicated to all ma dahlinks.. ma tebbys.. ma sista... and to ma MUMMY!!! hehehehe juz wanna tell ya guys.. i love ya guys too!!!
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harlo!!!! hehehehe me bck again!! juz finish tuition.. argh.. head ache man.. ani waiz...sorie abt the entry before.. was kinda lame.. lolx...i was running out of ideas of wad to write.. so wrote tat rubbish.. lorh... hahahahaha...now urm.. using com on and off... da com is going to be like retarded frm ebing on and off.. on and off.. yeah well ma dae wasnt tat bad.. onli had to go and like pluck weeds.. man tat was damn horrible lorh.. sigh.. yeah and MRS ANG LEAVING TML!! wad da heck man.. da class wrote letters fer tml.. and mrs kwok bimding it tml.. mrs ang if ya reading this juz pretend to be suprise tml k?? :D:D:D:Dk larh.. juz wanna sae.. people... LOVE YA LOTS!!!
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harlowz... long timy nvr go and blog.. so many things happening in malife now man... i dun noe wad to do!! argh!! ani wai... hmm... found ma self a new dahlink..hahaha...vanessa(izzit correct??) yeah of 1e4..hahaha..ma like urm.. 7th dahlink.. yeah2 i know tat i said i have like 12 ritey?? but then too many larh.. hahahaha...so reduced to like urm.. 7..yeah hahahaha.. first ish... urm addne.. den yin2.. den eneida..den sarah...den nat tan...den vanessa..den nat tay..yeah hhahaha... dun even noe y da freak am i putting it here... since i am ad dat.. letme rite ma sisters... den ma tebbys.. kk this is so lameo but i am bored... hahahaha.. yeah ma sisters are putri..amelia..shirin.. ilya..syeila...yeah..ma tebbys are urm camillie carmie adela.. and urm..faiznur..yeah kk this is getting lame.. ani wai i need to get smthing outda ma mindo.. well urm.. izzit wrong to hang ard wid someone hu is like urm... ur bestest friend enemy?? i mean like hey!! ma life.. not fer ya to countrol me rite?? so like get off lorh.. i am like bloddy pissed off.. and like juz now.. met her..i mena ma bestest fwen... and like she toked to me fer awhile.. den suddenly went off.. so me went to me ma fwen hu happen to ma bestest fwen dahlink.. and we were toking to each other lorh... and den saw ma bestest fwen.. so wen she saw me wid ma fwen.. she just like ignore me lorh!! i was like wad da -!! i cnt stand ppl liek this.. juz wanna judge someone by its cover..argh!! i dun wanan loose ma bestest fwen nor ma new fwen!! WAAAAAAAAA!!!!!!!!*snif snif* kk larh.. update lata ad nite k?? wanna end dis entry wid smthing i worte..
like a candle lying low
i am afraid of nowhere to go
cause without u i am lost
lost in da wrld wid alot of lows...
yeah okie... bb!!!
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heyz!! got ma self a new urm... template??? nice?? supppose to be fer boys.. but then i love it lorh!!!:D hehehehehe kk need to get ma self a new urm... tag board.. yeah ani waiz.. ma dae was nt tat bad larh... abt yesdae thingy.. dun worria abt me k?? i tink it is just a misunderstanding lorh.. kk... tats it fer now.. kuzzie screaming oreadi!!!! love ya lotz dahlinks...
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I HATE YOU!!! I SO HATE YOU!! MUST YOU DO THIS KIND OF THINGS TO ME??!! I HATE YOU!! I AM GONNA CRY!!! I CNT STAND THE WHOLE WORLD!!! GET LOST FRM MA SIGHT ADNI MEAN YOU!!NOW AND FOREVER!!!! ARGH!!! I CANT STAND U ANIMORE!!ARGH!!!!!!
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heyz... i seriously need to slap this gerl...or shld i just bash her up?? well if i am going to do it..i need iriyani a.k.a bimbo help..argh..i cnt stand it oreadi..i hate her.. i hate her... even her closest fren cnt stand wad makes u guys tink i can?? i so hate her!! ma anger has turn to dissapointment...and i wanna cry!!i just need someone shoulder now.. to cry on...hmm...well todai i am just going to talk abt her.. nt ma dae...i just need to let it all out...out here...i am sitting down da other dae..and asking ma self.. do i like her as for who she is or as for wat she is?? she is someone heartless..BUT she is someone hu has everyone's attention.. so wad do i like her for?? and fer u guys info.. it is none..she became one of ma ********* cause i like her for hu she is.. and dat was ad da beggining of the year...she is someone hu i can really talk to..someone hu i taught i can really rely on...but she made me change ma mind.. she
became someone hu i really hate now..someone hu just have to play wid ma feelings..i cant take it.. she hurt my feelings so badly..i just need to forget her..and i nearly succeded...until she came bck running to me asking fer forgiveness... i cnt accept..i seriously cnt..i would want to.. but to think back.. i cnt go through wad i have just gone through...i did so many things to mend maself bck to normal.. and i just cnt let HER ruin me again...nope... i just cnt.. i tot i had it off me last week..until one of ma dahlinks came up to me almst in tears...tat is wen the past came bck...and i cnt help it but be pissed of ad her oso...juz again.. it happens on fridae...to da people hu were there asking me all sort of questions.. sorie yeah... i am just pissed off dat dae...i didnt mean to give u da get lost attitude...but i was just in a confusion..i really...really..hate her now.. i dun mean to hate her.. but she made me to..and now...i just hate ma self fer writing this..i lost many tears because her.. and i am losing them now..there is like a malay sentence wic goes like.datang tanpa dijemput...pergi tanpadi smthing larh...wic means..one comes without invitation..and goes without saying gud bye...and tat really fits her...sigh i cant talk...think..or say abt her animore..i am losing my tears becaus of her..sigh..k wanna go off.. add some lata when i am cooled dwn..to da peole hu was there fer me on fridae...sorie cause of ma attitude on dat dae.. and to vanessa of 1e4.. heheh thanks gal.. u really made me laugh tat dae...love ya lotz people...
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juz woke up...*yawn* veri da tired siak... ani wai ..i gt ma lil kuzzie staying over nite yesdae... den she saw da pressie kak putri gave me.... den she like screamd "damn cute!!!" i was yeah kak putri gave me..and she was likeok... and she tinks i am a lil kid hu likes this cute lil stuff (ani wai it is a small pillow) yeah.. well i just wanna let out somestuff tat have been bothering me... and yes...addne.. this is wad have been bothering me..i wanna tell ya but the other time u were dan close to her.. so i dun wanna u to like change ya mind abt her... yeah well... she hurt me once..and now she hurt ma fren..shld i 4give her?? is hard fer me to accept her fer hu she is cause she change alot..and wad makes me sad tat she chnage it fer da wrst..da person hu i dun wish to hang ard wid or even wanna noe..i dun no wad to do arh.. ma brain going to like..ARGH!!kk enugh abt her... to ma dearie...take gud care of urself k?? just dun wanna see ya hurt..love ya lotsz... to ma dearest dahlink... hmm.. have fun yesdae nite wid ya noe hu?? well now tat u are ok wid him... take gud care of urself and him k?? smile always..me dun wanna see ya hurt like yesdae... tacke ud care.. and love ya lotz... tats its people...take gud care people.... and love ya lotz...
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harloz.. its like 0047 now.. damn tired larh.. went out wid ma mama one whole day.. well not a whole dae but yeah since i reached hme.. sigh.. ma freaking leg is nt healing...and guess wad??i am going jogging wid ma daddi tml.. i mean lata in da mawning!!hehehe... i know somepeople wold be liek wad da heck??!! but hey a girl like me cnt just sit ard and wait fer this leg to like heal rite??kk maybe i wont like jog.. just do some light xcersice k?? watever larh.. ani wai.. juz now went to ma kuzzie hse.. nvr meet her fer a month or so..and guess wad??man.. she become.. punk rocker..instead of a breaker...argh!!no fwen oreadi.. all da rest are either.. japz.. maen baju.. punk..or like others BUT nvr HIPHOP!!! wad da heck lorh... ani wai yeah.. she was wearing her jeans like so dman lose but tight...*tsk tsk* i dun noe wad is the world coming to.. and oso... yeah i watched soem magic/illusion show juz now.. dman nice lorh.. this guy walk ard wid a fire o his sweater... and he still cna cool about it..he oso wanaged to put a lit ciga into his nose...like eeeeeeeeeeewwwwwwww... but cool arh... wanted to watch a midnight show wid ma parents... but ma granny came...sppoil it lorh.. bt nvr mind2 yeah... dman bored.. ma ankle is like pain...hit so many things lorh todai.. kk... to ma dahlink.. u dun haf to thank me.. it is juz smthimg tat is minor and i cn help it... so Y NOT rite?? hmm.. kk ... love ya lotz... take gd care people...
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and when it is like God has turned away from you
believe again and find da light
da light which shines from you
the light wic is urs and urs alone
-esther-
i smile to keep others strong
but who would smile for me
when you see the smile
would you think tat da smile is real
or dont u even care
-atiqah-
i know one day
i will lose you to her
but for now
i still able to smile
cause i know
you are still wid me
-atiqah-
my smile are my tears
-atiqah-
before this
every tears that droppd
u will wipe it away
but now tat you are gone
the tears just keep dropping
even though it knows tat
there is no one to kiss it away
-atiqah-
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hey people... i wanna make this entry short and sweet.. yeah cause i am in no mood...well firstly... school had pethaton(however u spell it larh) yeah.. had alot of cute lil and BIG dogs..cat..turtle..and lots moe larh.. yeah den me saw addne eating ad da canteen... she was eating wid her fwen.. so didnt wanna be an xtra dwn there... so walked away.. until she like shoted 'atiqah!!'.. yeah den we like hmm... talk and talk... i pity her larh.. having probs... but it would be cruel fer me to write wads her problem here.. so yeah.. juz put it as a personal problem..yeah... she wasnt her self.. dere is no smile on her face.. no laughter in her.. and no happiness..den while in the parade ground saw ma bimbo baby kitten!!! damn freaking cute lorh... kak putri.. was making up a song fer da cat..she damn cute lorh...i mean kak putri.. she look and sounds more like ma youger sister.. But she is way mature den me.. she knows how to manage her promblems waaaaaaaayyyyy better then me lorh..hehe ani way yeah.. den we went bck hme... me and addne... we took the bus frm clementi.. to take a long bus rided hme.. u noe to talk to her abt sme stuff..yeah.. i just pity her.. so as usual i will end ma entry wid a thankiew and a sowie..
ADDNE:hey dahlink..seeing u this way really makes me sad..and i just hope u will solve ur problem soon..i will just a a phone call away if u need someone to talk to...love you lotz..muacks!!
ENEIDA:hey dearie dahlink... just 4get about her okie?? she is a damn asshole larh... always going ard hurting people feelings.. yeah...cheer up k??u always cn talk to or addne k?? love you lotz!!
kak putri:KAKAK!!heheh seeing u todai makes me think of having a younger sister like you!!hehehe dun mean to make u feel small.. but still!!hehehe.. love u lotz..
Sarah:heyz...dun noe y am i doing this but juz wanna sae love you lotz..
patricia:hey son!!helloz.. urm..juz wanna sae hpe u and tat girl are alrite k??pweash dun fite..:(..
bbal team players:you guys did a gd job yesdae..(:(:(: train hard k??
guess this wld be da end for now!!yeah.. wad am i doing.. toking to mrs ang.. heheheh teaching her hw to do blogpsot and stuff.. yeah..k lastly.. i wanna sae love you lotz.. to ma dahlinks...kak putri..kak amelia..kak shirin.. k wanna go off!! c ya people!!
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Life is full of lots of up and downs,
And the distance feels further when you're headed for the ground,
And there is nothing more painful than to let you're feelings take
you down,
It's so hard to know the way you feel inside,
When there's many thoughts and feelings that you hide,
But you might feel better if you let me walk with you
by your side,
And when you need a shoulder to cry on,
When you need a friend to rely on,
When the whole world is gone,
You won't be alone, cause I'll be there,
I'll be your shoulder to cry on,
I'll be there,
I'll be a friend to rely on,
When the whole world is gone,
you won't be alone, cause I'll be there.
All of the times when everything is wrong
And you're feeling like
There's no use going on
You can't give it up
I hope you work it out and carry on
Side by side,
With you till the end
I'll always be the one to firmly hold your hand
no matter what is said or done
our love will always continue on
Everyone needs a shoulder to cry on
everyone needs a friend to rely on
When the whole world is gone
you won't be alone cause I'll be there
I'll be your shoulder to cry on
I'll be there
I'll be the one you rely on
when the whole world's gone
you won't be alone
cause I'll be there!
And when the whole world is gone
You'll always have my shoulder to cry on....
freak!! i love dat song man... hehehe.. aniwai...todai want tat bad lorh.. but da thing is.. i am damn pissed of ad a few pple including ma self... i dun noe y.. but i kinda blew up ad da mst impt ppl in ma life!!WAAAA!! i dun noe y.. but todai.. was da day wen i wld actually watch ma dearie eneida play a game wwid Jurong sec..spend time wid addne and sarah BUT wad happen?? well.. 1st thing 1st.. this gerl... nt metioning her name.. came up to me.. and said she was damn hurt cause another girl.. hurt her.. and wic happen tat girl hu hurt her had hurt me oso.. so i was pissed of ad her lorh.. den i was like 'i am piss off..i am piss off..' den.. yeah addne came up to me and wanted to go to bbal court.. so yeah i went.. and sat beside sarah... i was actually toking to ma own self lorh... den okie... i lie down.. and pratically sun tan ma self...den addne asked wads wrong wid me ... so i juz liked say nthing lorh.. *sigh* i dun wanna tok or sld i say wroite abt it lorh... time fer u guys to figure out wad happen... juz like wad addne wld say.. fer me to know fer u to find out!! ;)yeah den now.. hmm toking ma beloved kak putri...syeila.. and waiting fer addne to cme online.. if by 12 she is nt online den dat is it i am off!!yeha and oso todai.. i sprained ma ankle..AGAIN!! sigh.. had to go ard school in a wheel chair lorh... but i wanna walk.. but den i gt 4 mummies who went saying no!! u shld use da wheel chair.. wad do u tink it is invented for in the 1st place?? and those 4 pepole are mrs ang..nat tay..nat tan..addne... and as usual i was like watever... i mean wad da heck?? i cnt go ard running fer da nxt few daes... T_T i hate it man...k lah i wanna end here fer NOW.. add lata ad nite k? (:
iriyani(a.k.a bimbo) sorie but i luv this phrase..'hiphop is just nt music.. its ma life..'
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I WANNA ALL CAPS.. ANI WAI YEAH.. TOKING TO ONE GAL... FRM HKSS.. YEHA SHE WANNA NOE HOW TO DO THIS BLOGGIE STUFF... SO YEAH TAUGH HER LORH.. DID ONE GOOD DEED TODAI!!!YEAH!!*CLAP*HEHEHE... ANI WAI NO ONE TO TOK TO ACCEPT FER THIS LIL CHUBBY GERL FRM HKSS... YEAH HMM... ON DA STAURDAE SUPPOSE TO GO OUT WID DAHLINK ADDNE... BUT GRANNY SAID I HAVE BEEN GOING OUT TOO MUCH!! ARGH!! WAD DA -!YEAH.. SORIE YEAH ADDNE... I WILL MAKE UP TO U ONE DAE... I HOPE.. SO TML GT URM.. FRIENDLY MATCH AGAINST JURONG RITE?? YA... JUST DO UR BEST GUYS(:..YEAPY..I WILL BE THERE CHERERING U GUYS ON.. K WANNA MAKE SPECIAL THANKIEW TO KAK PUTRI!!SHE DID THE TAGGIE K.. NICE RITE?? KK TAT WAS LAME BUT STILL THANKIEW KAK PUTRI!! YEAH...WAIT I WANNA DO SOME THANKIEW AND SORRIE FER A EW PEOPLE..
syeila:HEY SISTA...BEEN SOMETIME SINCE WE GET DOWN AND TALK RTE?? WELL I JUST WANNA SAE...EVEN THOUGH YOU MITE BE BZ WID YA LIFE... YA STILL MA SISTA NO MATTER WAD...LET JUST 4GIVE AND 4GET ABT DA PAST..LUV YA SISTER!
addne:HEY DAHLINK!!JUST WANNA SAE THANKIEW... FER ALL THE STUFF U HAVE DONE...FER TOLERATING WID MA ATTITUDE(:...GIVING ME ENCOURAGMENT..JUST WANNA SAE...THANKS FER EVERYTHING..EVERYONE WLD WANT TO HE A FREN LIKE U!!LOVE YA DAHLINK
kak putri:HEY KAK!!WELL..U ARE DA BEST OF DA BEST KAKAK I HAVE!!SO YEAH THANKS FER TELLING ME TAT U LOVE ME ALOT OF TIMES... WELL... I WANNA SAE SORIE ABT WAD HAD HAPPEN..AND I LOVE YOU...
yin!!:YIN DAHLINK!! I SO HATE YOU!!HAHAHAHA NO LARH..THANKS FER ALL TEH SUPPORT YOU GAVE ME...:)
eneida:HEY DAHLINK I WANA SAE THANKIEW FER THE PHONE CALLS U MADE EVRYNITE... THANKS FER HELPING ME K?? LOVE YA!!
nurul jannah:HEY GAL SORIE FER WAD HAD HAPPEN AND I DUN WANNA OUR 6 YEARS RELATIONSHIP GOING DWN DA DRAIN..
ria(kuzzie)HEY BIMBO!!!I JUST LOVE YOU!!OUR FIGHTS RAE BCAUSE WE LOVE EACH OTEHR RITE???HEHEH..THANKIEW.. ADN U WILL GET MY SON ONE DAE K??
KK... WANNA GO OFF FER DA NITE..SEE YA GUYS...
ATIQAH
WILL BE NEEDING YOU GUYS FOREVER
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welloz... juz reached hme...went hme wid addne... urm.. to da ppl in bus 66... sorie fer all the noise we made...da 'innocent' stuff we did...yeah i know we were like urm poking each other urm... dun need to say... yeah SORIE!!! to the acs boi behind us hu was sleeping... sorie to disturb ya sleeping time..yeah and to addne I AM SO NOT SORIE!!!! i swear i feel tat ma right one is flatter!!!*argh*ani wai i will get u tml... so wad happened todai?? nthing much...cikgu nora made me tok to nurul jannah... about our problem..man... tesion..tension.. but at least me and n.j are okie!!!-YEAH!! haha... yeah and to update u guys... me and her are toking...-if u all dun noe.. never mind...fer all those hu noes yeha mea nd her are toking...but not abt us lorh.. abt u noe hu... class was okie... paid attention all dae man... den after dat had to stay bck fer da stupid project.. muz write script...den met addne... urm kinda boring dae todai.. yeah.. well now urm..toking to ma BELOOOOOOVVVVVVVVEEEEEEDDDDDDDD sista putri...hehe.. she helping me to do smthing(:..nthing much.. and oso people.. I AM SO SICK DIS DAYS... i fergot!! druing recess me and yin were like urm kicking each other butt..den ad da parade grnd.. wen we were supose to be lining up... we were still kincking.. den she chased after... so ran.. but BACKWARDS AND TOO FAST!!!!!! so fell down on ma bck and cause of ma speed i like skided on ma bck..wow.. i was like blur lorh... somemore gt alot of pple dwn there!!MALU!!hehehe... lata larh people... add somemore ad nitez...k??
LUV YOU GUYS!!!
MIZZ YA OREADI!!
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wellowz... well... i know i just updated ard two horus ago?? well heck.. ani wia yeah..kind abored now... gt nthing to do...OH YES!!! smthing funny happened just now.. me walking into west mall wid ma mama...den suddely i heard someone went"BOOO!!' i was like hu da hell is this grl.. cuase i could not really see... had long hair... wearing something really short...den she went laughing like hell.. and dat laughing cn only be addne's.. man she gve me a hell of time shocked man... hahaha... saw her.. let down her hair..wid a really really short jeans like shorts or watever it is larh.. den i went like addne... and ma mama.. turned bck and said addne she's so sweet.. hehehehe.. den i saw one guy.. urm.. addne's boi...hmm... well no comment abt hi larh... onli cn say he is innocent... gt dat decent look... (: yeah...k wanna go off fer da nitez
nitez...
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hello... no mood to write ani waiz... urm.. yeah juz came hme... hahaha...realli funny man... wen da bbalers having their trng... me and rica fnd this chameleon near da bbal court... den i tried taking it.. bt christina took it first...den prema started screaming like nobodie buisnees man... yeah den syeila... took it and i tink showed it to addne dahlink... hahaha and as usual addne went running... syeila treathen to put it in addne's bag... and guess wad??everything was exposed... addne's pad... addne's urm... other stuff... hahaha.. so yeah den went hme wid addne... people in da bus muz have tink tat we are crazee... if we were nt eating..we wld be abusing each other... hahahah... but den.. within those happiness...there is always sadness... addne dahlink sorie if i amde ya angri or worried...i was juz tinking abt some stuff dat has been bothering me fer da past few daes...i dun noe if i shld tell u now but i promise i will tell u one dae ... to ma other dahlinks like sarah and eneida... thanks fer helping me all this while... u guys been da best... but not da best of da best..:)..heheh sorie...and to ma dearest sister... putri...LOVE YA KAK!!!hahahaha... dun noe hw to say those to u but i tink it best via here...hehe...thanks so much fer helping me... making me realise ma mistakes... and lastly sorie abt wad had happened recently...i dun noe hw t say but me love ya too much to hurt ya... sorie yeah...i PROMISE TO SPEND TIME WID YA!!!!
and lasly... nitez... people... ma timing here is so damn WRONG!!!! argh!!kk!! lata people... LOVE YA LOTZ!!!
i love you
too much to hate you
but i cnt accept the apology now
cause the scar in ma heart
u hurt was deep
and it wont give in now
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sigh... i just dun noe where to start abot da wrst topic i cn tok abt...and dat is ma life..well.. firstly..i cnt help it but to see da mst impt ppl in ma life drifting away frm me...i mean yah...u cnt do anithing but just see tat person going away...drfting away wid da wind...just like one min here u are happily toking to her and da nxt shes gone...sigh..well..i cnt say tat ma school werk has been keeping ma mind bz enough to 4get abt it though...aniw ai tat is ONE... i still like gt 231567984 in ma mind tat i cnt 4get?? phark wid all this idiots stuff.. well ani wai..wad wld u guys do if someone u trust da mst suddnely just ignores u and 4get abt...da nxt moment wen u alreadi 4get abt da pain...she comes bck to u and ask fer forgiveness...ARGH!! i dun noe arh... ani wai here is wad i made up fer tat twwo precious person..here goes...
i dun noe wen i will lose u
and i dun want to know either
but for now
all i cn do is spend every precious time wid u
and say this words to you
'i love u'
nitez people...
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k gt ma self a new blog...i actually have to smugle it to do this kinda thing man... k lata people...
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