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here i sitting now aft a faboulous dream of mine... lolx.. stupid but nice.. ahhh... hehehhe.. an wai.. yesdae she said left..left ma world..everything of her is gone... EVERYTTHING!onli memories are left.. tat is it.. gerl.. i dun noe u nimore.. and have a pleasant life stranger...take care...and gd luck fer n levels..
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ma family are all ma house!!! haha so funni... we aall satrted having serious talk den made it to a joke... and ma kuzzie on a karoake in ma room... den sarted singing and dancing on ma bed... well yeah.. i am juz releasing all da sadness i have... by singing i guess.. was damn fun orh...den ma lil babi kuzzie ard 1 year plus started dancing hah had fun... ma uncle started a chain and we danced ard da room hahaha... k lah i guess i needa top here...
TATS IT~
PEACE OUTY!!!
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went to wild wild wet ritey...kinda fun... but damn expensive orh...yeah but fun.. so.. urm.. toke da ular-lah ride.. twice... nice.. and yeah da rest is da same arh.. lolx.. ma kuzzie. da elder one was boy-cotting anz.. lolz... she is a boy crazee...haha.. so it is like hey dat boy is so cute and stuff like dat arh..yeah.. and..nthing much to write arh...kk lah me wnna go off... hmm.. nitez peepz..
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well da daaes are nt fer me.. went out wid ma parents on mondae and yeah went bck ad 3 am in da mawning hmm... yeah was totally wipe out manz...dat dae was kinda cool bought alot of clothes... and soem vcds.. hmm... i tink we mom spend almst 1000 on us four?? well u see y 4 cuz ma kuzzies tag along.. yeah.. went to reat wrld.. was kinda ok.. or shld i sae grt?? kuz i tot it was all dat high royal place.. but nt tat bad.. yeah..and den i went to urm..heren took neo prints wid kuzzie...yeah then went some where else.. den ad last we wen to the beach ad ard 1 in da mawning...it was juz all peace and quiet.. cold and juz nice... i mena yeah ther ei was stting dwn juz ooking to nowhere.. and i sit dwn.. enjoy it... i juz release all those stressness i ahd for pass few weeks.. all tat fiting... all tat sadness i had widin me...had it all out there.. fer juz one moment... and den i dun noe this is strnge but i fell asleep and den.. yeah.. all da memories well noth good and bad memories i had all came to me in ma dream yeah while slping ad da beach... all like flash back or smthing...den ma kuz pushed me dwn... lolx almst fall manz.. and yeah i woke up.. had dat sudden tears caming dwn.. i mean u shld noe... if u have tat moment wen u noe its all perfect and den suddenly one foolishness can cause a relationship to break.. tats xpalin da tears..i dun noe but guess tat is da reason manz.. sigh.. manz.. well lately been hearing alot of 1st ladi yup and heard one of thier songs sigh.. and been stoning to one of their songs
here goes
iknow u know tat i'm sorry
i never meant to hurt u
is there anything tat i can do to make it up to u
i do anything or anyway
cause i am sorry
i never meant to make u cry
and i dun wana say goodbye
but everything happens fer a reason
well tats all dat matter..... hmm... i dun noe i like da lyrics menas alot of thing to me.. well yeah tat is it. and to u girl.. msg me once u come bck.. juz wanna talk..
TATS IT!!
PEACE OUTY~
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sigh... ad can i say... da hols are bad fer me.. well u neo hu u are.. so no need to intro or nithing...yeah.. well... i dun wanna it to end either.. but it is juz hard... it is hard to feget wad u actully did to me...afta all da concern and stuff.. u juz blow up.. i was kinda upset abt ur actions.. and all u tin is tat i dun care.. i dun bother how u feel?? now.. waid a min.. u have known me long enough to noe dat i am not tat kinda person.. afta wad u wrte on ur blog.. well... letme tell ya smthing... i got all mix feelings... i juz wanan die... wanna leave u alone... cuz i know dat is wld make life better and easier fer ya... alot easier!! and u tink all diz while i am angry ad u... having hatred feelings... yes i do.. but been tearing non-stop... all does sleepless nite i have juz tinking wad to do...tinking if i continue how far can it go?? wad if i end... where will i be?? i dun noe but i wanna end diz relationship badly.. cause i cant see maself hurt nimore.. i dun want to.. not again.. i have seen it too many times... well to tell ya da truth... i too have been doing it... didnt wanna to.. but could not help ad all...it hurt too much... ni waiz.. yeah u have to get me strait... i wanna diz to end.. but ad da same time.. i dun want it too!!it diff to letcha go...afta wad we have been thru..ahh!!! wad am i toking abt?? ni waiz... suga... thanks if onli we cld wid out getting xpel... and lil fwen.. hey cnt i blog hop?? i oleadi have one larh... pweash... and mrs ang... thanks fer da advice... will make use of it one day...nas dun mind i take this frm ya...
letting go of someone dear to u is hard, but holding on to someone who dont even feel the same is much harder.. giving up doesnt mean ure weak, it means dat ure strong enuf to let it go
tats ma last wrd...
peace outy~
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hmm....... juz got bck... was kinda tiring... ma nose...is RED!! well not exactly.. but it is.. argh i look like a clown.. -sob- yupyup... hmm its been daes since i toked to her.. well actually todae i didnt tok to her... didnt ask her abt her condition or nithing...sigh... innocent ladae... pweash.. tag ad ma tag borad telling me how u been so far.. pweash.. worried wo death.. sorie didnt tok to u.. mom was using com.. orite?? miss ya.. take gud care oritey?? mxuacks.....love ya lotz..take gud care.. till we meet again.. cya
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found a nice song wic fit me perfectly...
Yeah,Yeah
Get up, Get out
Move on, move up,
there’s no doubt
I’m all wrong, you’re right
It’s all the same with you
I’m too fit, too fat
You miss why
So why,
So why,
So why,
So why
On and on,
And on and on,
On and on,
And on and on…
::Chorus::
Don’t want to grow up
I want to get out
Hey!
Take me away
I want to shout out
Take me away,
Away,
Away,
Away,
Away…
‘Round and ‘round,
Here we go again
Same old start, same old end
Turn my head
And turn back again
Same old stuff,
Never ends
Do this, do that
Can’t deal, can’t deal with that
I tune in, tune out
I’ve heard it all before
Hello, goodbye
Never asking me why,
Goodbye,
Goodbye,
Goodbye…
On and on,
And on and on,
On and on,
And on and on…
::Chorus::
Don’t want to grow up
I want to get out
Hey, take me away
I want to shout out
Take me away,
Away,
Away,
Away,
Away…
::Chorus::
Don’t want to grow up
I want to get out
Hey, take me away
I want to shout out
Take me away,
Away,
Away,
Away,
Awayyyyyayyyyayyyyy…
::Chorus::
Don’t want to grow up
I want to get out
Hey, take me away
I want to shout out
Take me away,
Away,
Away,
Away,
Away…
‘Round and ‘round here we go again
Same old story, same old end
Turn my head
And turn back again
Same old stuff,
Never ends
Turn my head
And turn back again
Same old stuff,
Never ends
its frm da freaky friday movie...
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hey!! ma lil fren hu is not lil nimore has one guy!!!! ah!!! hu wld have tot she wld have manz...lolx...ni waiz.. i needa chill manz.. where is she??... OK!! I NEED TO CHILL.. AND I REALLY MEAN CHILL... GIRLIE!! WHY MUZ YA TELL ME???!! OKOK.. chilled ni waiz.. days aint tat bad larh.. but where is dis freakinbg soul... hmm.. k daddy wanna use com.. buhbyez!!!
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tear rolled dwn went i read it.. not tears filled wid sadness but wid happiness...close the door opemed it up.. and read.. slowly one by one.. i lauged at some parts.. tears rolled wen i read one in particular... i dun noe.. y but it just made me realised how much i cared fer this being.. how much i have hurt her.. in just one letter...how much i have taken granted of her.. well not really.. but once...yeah.. how much.. this being cared fer me.. no matter wad.. this being.. had done much in ma life.. gave me strength.. gave me confidence.. gave me bck ma smiles.. laughter.. joy.. wen it have all been stolen away...she wrote this...'u have always been in ma heart and it is hard to let u go. u have always made my day wid ya laughter and smiles'.. tat was just it.. and it said it all.. but i tink it has been da other way.. U have always made MY day wid ya laughter smiles.. jys..i just wanna thank you.. i remember how hard i had to write tat letter to u.. how much i had to say tat i know i will lose u to her one day.. but its all in da past.. th e wind had takken it wid it.. and it gave me tat reilef...
hmm tat was good.. ahhh now feeling better.. but u are jot in!! ask ppl go online but where are... GOD KNOWS WHERE!!hmm.. nebemind larh.. i got ma tebby faiznur here to talk to.. ma
8th dahlink to talk to..vanessa lalink...ah.. tml going out...wid ma mama.. hmm.. is she going buy fer me da skirt i dun noe...hmm.. yeah.. todai wemnt to schl to collect book but she nvr mark wad.. den meet addne.. for once.. she is wearing her specs!! she look more martured... prefer her wid her contacts.. yeah den went mc.. lolx.. sat beside this couple.. lolx den this love song came oon da radio.. and she wnet singing!!!we were laughing okiez...and den we went hme... on da way hme in 66 i took her wallet awell got it but she had to wad..jump on e to reach the other side and get the wallet wad... damn pain lorh.. she very light.. and i eman light... argh.. lol larh.. ni waiz.. dne got tuition.. wasnt tat bad todai.. den got home.. granny wnet off to msia fer smthing larh.. so yeah.. den now larh.. hmm..
addne dahlink.. i'll kill u once we meet again!! hehehehe.. love ya lots.. take care yeah dahlink... muacks!miss ya!hugs and kisses to ya...
vanessa lalikk....hehehehe.. horny gerl!! dun flirt i tell u.. lol..k lah love u lots.. and i cnt dunp da rest fer ya...:S sorie.. but u will have to get the honour for the horniest lalink ..(: (:..muuuuaaaahhhh
enida.. take gud care.. long to hear ya voice on da pphone.. love ya ...muacks!!
sarah.. gal wassup? y nr call?? k lah.. love ya.. take care yeah...
PIGLET!!! hei kak putri...hmm.. love ya lotz.. muachs!!
kak syeila... heys girlie... :D miss ya.. love ya lots..
yin lalinkkkkkkssss...... buy fer smthing there in where ever ua re k!! take gud care!! reach sg safely!! miss ya love ya lotsz...
tat is it pEOPLE
PEACE OUTY!!!~~~
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heyz peepz.. i cnt take this ni more!! i ahte it.. i hate it... i mean i hate u i hate u.. i hate u!!!!!!!!!!!!!! here i am trying my best to tok to her.. but wad is she doing?? GOD KNOWS WAD!!!hmm.. i dun noe larh..ani waiz.. ma tebby.. faiznur wanna help.. its nt tat i dun want kiez?? it is juz i dun wana be a bother to u.. kiez?? ma dae was orite... hmm.. tot of going into ma dahlink blog and blog fer her.. nvr blog fer God knows how many days.. hmm.. yeah i guess tat is it.. fer todai.. gt know mood to blog yeah okiez.....
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hey juz came bck frm shopping wid ma aunt!!feel so much beta now.. since mawning i juz got tat hmm.. sadness in me.. if u read ma enrty before larh den u noe.. yeah so now i am reading this book called the angels trilogy.. aunty bought fer me.. lets see.. bought a new purse.. yeah.. and new kinda braclet larh.. nice frm.. 77 street.. hmm.. i tink it is kinda glassy larh.. ni waiz.. yeah...wasnt tat bad larh far east.. onli saw some seniors dere..:S kinda weird.. cause urm.. i was wearing stuff tat i wasnt suppose to.. well at last nt infrnt of dem larh.. yeah.. den.. ARGH!! well it is nt tat i dun like this but NURUL STOP SMSING ME WEN I AM NOT FREE KIEZ??so sorie larh.. but then.. muz u ask me.. where am i?? who am i with?? what am i wearng and some other crappy stuf?? pweash.. it is not tat i dun like it.. but den.. it is just irritating larh.. ani waiz.. went to borders.. found this new manga book!! damn nice.. hot gimmicks.. smthing like dat!! nice man.. and funny.. should buy it... yeah and hmm.. iam going to far east wid ma mama this sat!! :):):):) hmm i really wanna get a skirt!! well not ani kind but this one...ah.. nice..*drools* yeah.. and i wanna this other pants.. lets see.. 39 bucks i tink.. damn nice.. gonna get it no matter wad larh.. and lets see.. i wanna get this love shape necklace...4 bucks..yeap!! and urm... lots more larh.. gonna shop xtra mad.. hmm.. i tink tts is it..will update lata ad nite yeah.. guess i dun tink tat i will be writing the love u thingy.. cause it will bring bck th memory
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hey peepz...its 11 now.. or so larh.. woke up since 10 plus and juz lay ard.. sigh.. yeah lisening to 1st ladi the.. never be replaced song.. ah.. nice songz manz...yeah.. one hu is damn freaking emo will cry... yeah well ma daez we not tat bad.. not tat gud either.. been ad home.. fer the past two days.. todae ma autie bringing me outz.. yah to town.. mite eb going far east wanna get some new stuff.. yeah.. well lets see..
mondae huh?? yeah was ad home i tink.. doing ma stuff.. revising some schl werks... wasnt tat bad larh.. onli tta i woke up ad 2?? yeah.. i tink i wrote tat dwn so yeah waste ma time onli..
tuesadae... wasnt tat bad had tuition... den went home played wid ma lil kuzzie.. damn cute..hehehehz... yeah we palyed smake and ladder... well not exactly larh.. he juz keeps on putting the stuff in his mouth.. heheheh... yeah.. den went bck to ma studies larh.. i have to say ma tuition is nt tat bad larh.. kinda have good time wid her.. so yeah...kinda looking ferward to more of those tuitions..(:(:(:(: yeah den.. hmm.. suddenly something juz struck ma mind.. hmm.. i dun noe how to sae this.. since it is private and kinda embarassing.. and ma kuzzie is behind me!! argh... kk shes gone... yeah..
well i tink me and this one is drifting aprt.. sigh.. if i give her stuff she say she nvr receive it and gimme all kinda crappy reasons larh.. ok.. its da holidays.. and mite be she wants to do her own stuff ALONE so yeah fine wid me.. but hu was the one hu said we were drifting apart?? she.. and now.. hu is drifting apart frm hu?? sigh.. i dun noe wad to say.. i juz have to do wats best fer us.. so tat we dun hurt each others feeling nimore.. so yeahz... i dun noe larh.. but i tink the song willl xpain it all.. if i hurt u tat much.. da other time.. i am sorry larh.. u were the one hu mend me wen i am broken.. but now..u were the one hu broke me wen i am fine.. so i am really stuck here... i cnt tink of anithing to do.. juz to help us.. maybe u are bz wid ma life.. and i am bz wid mine.. okiez.. i tink tat it is...
BURN
Girl, understand why
See it's burning me to hold onto this
I know this is something I gotta do
But that don't mean I want to
What I'm trying to say is that I-love-you I just
I feel like this is coming to an end
And its better for me to let it go now than hold on and hurt you
I gotta let it burn
It's gonna burn for me to say this
But it's comin from my heart
It's been a long time coming
But we done been fell apart
Really wanna work this out
But I don't think ya gonna change ya
I do but you don't
Think it's best we go our separate ways
Tell me why I should stay in this relationship
When I'm hurting baby, I ain't happy baby
Plus theres so many other things I gotta deal with
I think that you should let it burn
yeah tat is the song.. will update lata ad nite... yeah love ya lotz pepz..and juz wanna say.. kak syeila.. yeah.. thanks fer all the advice u gave me.. even after wad had happen...
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heyz... hmm cnt say much as i am smuggling in here... juz wanna say this i juz miss this person so much. hmm dun noe y.. maybe have not been seeing him/her fer sometime...sigh... juz wanna tell tat person sooo much bt.. sigh...cnt..nonono.. nt cnt but afraid to.i dun noe y.. ssigh.. ni waiz.. made new song... lolx to kak putri... and addne... and kak amelia.. and kak syeila...
hey sis i love u and i dun wanna letcha go
but if i have to sis i wanna letcha noe
all the smile we make can nvr be erase
and i promise u tat u will nvr be replaced
yeah tat is it... love u.. and miss ya'll
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heyz juz woke up ad ard 2 i tink yeah and i heard ma kuzzie playing this song.. damn nice...
NEver be re place
[Chorus]
Baby I love you and i'll never let you go
But if I have to boy I think that you should know
All the love we make can never be erase
And i promise you that you will never be replaced
Baby I love you and I'll never let you go
But if I have to boy I think that you should know
All the love we make can never be erase
And i promise you that you will never be replaced
I love you yes i do
I'll be with you as long as you want me too
Until the end of time
From the day I met you
I know we've be together
And now I know I wanna be with you forever
I wanna marry you and i wanna have your kids
Thinking never compare to feel enough to kisses
I can say i'm truly happy to the same
You've made me think I'll die and live my life hesitate
There's never been no doubt in my mind
That i'll regret ever having you by my side
But if the day come that i'll have to let you go
I think that something I should probadly let you know
With everything that i spent with you
Then i will miss you cuz i'm happy that i have you at all
[Repeat Chorus]
I feel for you yes i do
I'll be with you as long as you want me to
Until the end of time
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heyz... juz finished watching pratical magis... sandra bullock and nicole kidaman.. was damn great.. best show i ever watced.. fer now at least..even better than bring it on.. da cheerleading movie... niwaiz...
yeah went out one whole dae.. since noon.. lets see.. went to watch hp.. was damn freaking nice.. but dun remmebr ani parts out cuz it has been sometimes since i read da bk.. yeah.. tom felton looks damn great it dat movie!! wid his new hair do..*drools* yeah.. hmm.. daniel?? he juz look... hmm.. i dun noe.. weird i guess... da same guy.. onli fer da voice.. seem rather hm.. rough?? yeah..tat emma.. well.. she look da same.. well maybe i didnt observe her ad da beginnig of da series.. as much as i observed daniel and tom.. ron.. he looked kinda cute wen he is scared... hehehe.. well... yeah gt those ticket fer free... cuz ma aunty worked i somewhere larh...
after da movie was suppose to go to far east.. ya see need to get new stuff... wallets... and urm.. clothes... but uncle wanna bring ma kuzzie to west coast park.. yeah.. so went there... was like a brand new place.. da mcs there is so HUGE!!and i mean REALLY HUGE!! yeah well ya see i was wearing a skirt..YES a skirt.. de i really wanna climb da web.. but very damn lazy to change mah.. so yeah didnt give a damn.. den was on da way up.. wen i realised i was giving free show to a guy below me..was damn embarassing!!!!!!!! lolx niwaiz... went up wid ma kuzzie.. yeah on da way up was kinda stuck since ma skirt was tight.. yeah..so were juz hanging ard ad da middle... den ma kuzzie looked up... and was staring ad dis 4 boys up there!! lolx.. nt tat bad.. but too show-off.. ma kuzzies type of guys.. well they are cute.. but still... hmm.. juz nt ma taste.. well nt at least one of them.. dyed hair...*drools*lolx.. hahahha kk... ni waiz.. yeah ma kuzzie wanna see them badly.. she pratically drag me oso... well didnt toked to them.. or else wont be sitting dwn infrnt of this com..yeahz...hmm... yeah... well todae.. i dun noe.. maybe i am changing.. letme tell ya wad i wore frm top to btm..
From top to bottom:
-did ma hair in some girlish way..
-lol.. this is weird.. wore eye liner.. looked liek a ghost..
-had a polo shrt on.. a tite one..
-had a skirt on.. knee length..too long.. i wanna a shorter one
-had a girlih sandal one...
-oh yes.. had a small bag wid me(inside...ma eye drop hp digi cam)
hmm.. nt tat bad ritey?? bt to me s o nt me.. sigh maybe i am influenbce by the ppl ard me*no offence* yeah.. wanna get a new stuf.. mom gave me 50 bucks.. to spend.. yeah.. so gonna shop liek hell on wednesday... k alh wanna end this entry here...
to all those hu saw me ad far east... suntec.. or west coast in skirt.. well dun wori it is nt ya imagination..i was in skirt.. a sandal.. so du wori k??!! heh toking rot..
well.. hm.. i juz wanna sae.. i am missing someone here.. sigh.. havent been toking to this one fer sometime.. well.. juz hope u noe hu u are.. i juz wanna say i miss u... and i juz wanna see u one of this days yeah.. so yeah love ya lotz.. miss ya.. meet u wen itis time fer us to meet..
yeah k tat is it..
PEACE OUTY!~
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hey peepz.. yeah i known i said tat i wont be blogging fer the xt few daes ritey?? yeah.. but then now ad home fer awhile onli... so decided to tag lorh.. yeah
yesdaea was ma lil kuzzie bdae.. hes onli like 1 year old.. yeah did alot of things.. went singing ad the top of ma lungs.. lolx.. yeap.. adn ATE ALOT OF FOOD!!! yeah.. ma mom was looking ad ma tummy todae and went.. LOOK AD TAT!!! i just kept queit.. as i know i had eaten alot... yeah.. ma uncle as usual bullied da adults.. by singing a duet each.. was kinda good i shld say..yeah.. and urm todae went out wid ma uncle!! yeah was kinda fun.. went shopping...urm.. bout a small bag.. and a skirt.. yeah i know i said i dun like them.. but this one is really sweet!! lolx..yeah.. but kinda long.. till ma knee there.. dun like it.. and ma auty.. ma fav one.. bought fer me a earing!! nice lorh.. tot of buying fer ma self one todae.. but ma uncle didnt wanna go town.. so tml den go lorh,..yeah must set money fer a new hp pouch..a new wallet..NOT NIKE ONE!! hehehehe kinda sick of them oleadi...yeap.. ma aunty and kuzzie said tat i am being kinda gurlish this days.. i dun noe larh.. mite be i just becoming to like girls stuff.. BUT i WILL HATE PINK!!!lolx.. i dun noe y but i just hate tat colour lorh.. yeah.. maybe i am just hanging ard da people tat liek skirt.. like earings..and like girls stuff.. but ad da same time.. love sports.. and hiphop.. yeah.. well no matter wad..hiphop still runs in ma blood.. no matter wad.. no matter wad...yeah.. so yeah.. and ma lil entry wid a lil shout dout...
to ma lil old dahlink addne.. heyz.. urm.. nvr reply ma msges huh?? so mean.. :( yeah ani wiaz.. take gud care of ya self orite?? LOVE YA LOTZ.. AND TAKE CARE*MUACKS*
to kak putri... hey lil kiddo!!! :D like dat name?? hehe.. ni waiz.. thanks fer being there fer me yeah.. :) LOVE YA LOTZ TAKE GUD CARE*MUACKS*
to sarah girlie!! hey!!! thanks fer wad u have done fer me and addne yeah.. thankiew so much.. :D:D:D:D: LOVE YA LOTZ!! take gud care yeah...
to eneida.. long time no see!!! so yeah!! miss ya ...
to kak syeila...hey thanks fer da advice u gave me fer me lil leg.... yeah guys i cnt play fer awhile larh..
to adela!! hey adik!!! hey.. thanks fer talking to me da other day yeah.. was realli bored....so yeah thanks oritey??
yeah guess tat ends ma lil entry lorh.. TO ALL MA CLOSEY FRENS...u know hu u are.. miss u guys oleadi...
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heyz just came bck...(:(:(: yeahpie...toking to ma dearest kakak..yeapie.. kinda bored juz came hme frm urnm...jurong point.. yeah.. bought a lil card fer ma lil old dahlink.. hmm.. fer wad?? i oso dun noe...:D opps supos to be a supirse bun den.. nvr mind larh.. yeahp.. sigh.. gt tuition lata and oso ma lil kuzzie bdae.. gonna be fun.. even though he is onli 1 year old.. ma uncles are so gonna bully us.. by making a fool of ourself.. yeah guess tat i ant be blogging fer a few daes.. yeah.. to ma preciaous lil dahlink.. yeah.. ddun get stalked by boys again kiez!! yeah msg me once ya free.. but make sure ya study oritey!!!LOVE YA LOTZ!!!! to kak putri bring ma pressie yeah!! dun ferget.. hehe LOVE YA LOTZ TO!! WILL BE MISSING YOU GUYS WEN I AM GONE!!addne do me a favour.. dun tell anione abt ma future yet k?? dun even mention it on ma blog k!!!
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hey peepz.. sorie didnt really update yesdae..had alot of things in mind.. and urm.. da note i left.. was suppose to be for someone.. and was kinda glad tat everything is bck to normal now*smile big2*..was waiting fer da dae this stupid stuff to end..ani waiz.. to tat gerl..
heyz...juz wanna sae i am sorie.. i was in fault da other dae and i jus hope ya forgive me yeah..and oso dun ever say tat i wld leave u even if i find someone better or wadever larh.. cause i kno0w in some other ways u are much better than her.. u have stayed by me fer urm.. uncountable number of times.. even if it is during good or bad times.. u've been there.. supporting me.. conforting me..and even if u wan this friend ship to end.. it wld take sometime fer me to forget ya.. after the time we spend??the things we shared??so juz glad tat we realised our own mistakes and didnt really break da friensdship... i juz take this situation as another obsticale in our friendship..tat would onli makes us closer and stronger in handleling this kinda stuff.. so yes.. msg me more if u have time.. and urm.. if nt i understand.. so yeah love ya lotz..and take gud care of ya self.. see ya wen schl reopen yeah...:D..love ya lotz...
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sorie gal...
abt yesdae... u noe hu u are..i am juz here asking for forgiveness...i dun noe wad to sae..abt us.. well wad u said yesdae..was kinda unpredictable.. after da time we spend?? after the things we shared?? u say it is best fer us to be in separate ways?? you didnt sae it but u meant it.. every single thing u said to me yesdae.. was... as i said unpredictable.. may be it is because of tat person.. maybe because of me.. i dun noe.. all i just wanna sae is tat even if u wanan end this relationship u are still a friend hu made a different in my life..a friend hu have hurt me but ad da same time made me a stronger person.. wadever u decision is i respect it ncause i noe i was in da wrong..
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*yawn* juz woke up... help ma mama do her werk last nite..damn tired now.. ni waiz...juz found out tat ma gd bro has a gf.. no wonder nvr reply msges..aiyarh..nvr mind larh.. if he fergot abt me.. den i ferget abt him larh..yeahz..
last nite had a talk wid ma sister..she's orite now.. yeah.. juz glad to hear tat.. i was worried to death once i read her blog..
i mena yeah.. even after wad we'v been thru.. she ma sister rite?? and i still care fer her and love her.. and i cnt deny it. so..juz to tell her.. anithing call me up.. or juz leave me a note k? yeah now i am problem-free!!yeah!! kk tat was lame but i have been having lots of problems.. be it wid frens.. or even school..so yeah now everything is settle.. and cnt get dwn to werk..
doin ma science research.. den history.. den need to go to and find books to read fer english..*head spinning* so many hw to be done in such a lil time.. gonna die..somemore need to do revisions.. well.. thanks to ma mom i kena grounded.. so tat means i cnt go out.. cnt use com widout her permission..in shrt means..study 24/7..i am gonna die.. well tml going out wid dem.. so at least tat is okiez..having a family gathering again..twice oreadi dis week..i guess by having those gathering it makes our family closer..yeah..X)..hahahha it will be fun..having lil kids running ard..nice..yeah..hey ya guys heard a song called stay the same by joey smthing? it damn freaking nice orh.. yeah kiez larh need to do ma math.. continue it.. and ma science..
stay the same
dont u ever wish u were someone else
u were meant to be the way u are exactly
dont u ever sae u dont like the way u are
wen u learn to love ur self
u better of by far
and i hope u always stay the same
cause there is nthing abt u i would change
i tink u cld be wadever u wanan to be
if u cld realise all the dreams u have inside
dun be afraid if hve smthing to sae
juz open up and let it show u the way
dont u ever wish u were someone else
u were meant to be the way u are exactly
dont u ever sae u dont like the way u are
wen u learn to love ur self
u better of by far
and i hope u always stay the same
cause there is nthing abt u i would change
believe in urself
reach dwn inside
the love u fnd will set u free
believe in urself
u cld come alive
have faith in wad u do
u wld make it thru
dont u ever wish u were someone else
u were meant to be the way u are exactly
dont u ever sae u dont like the way u are
wen u learn to love ur self
u better of by far
and i hope u always stay the same
cause there is nthing abt u i would change
tats the lyriccs to the song of stay the same..meaningful song manz.. yeah well it is to KAK PUTRI..KAK SYEILA..ADDNE..
YIN..ENEIDA...SARAH...JULIA...NAT TAN.. JULIA..HANNAH..AMELIA KOH...AND TO MA BELOVED..x)x)x)x)x)x)x)x)x)x)x)x)x)x)x)x)x)x)x)
to kak putri.. thanks alot fer all those nice msges.. KEEP IT COMING SIS!!yeah tat is done!!lurv u lots....guys...
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