20041028
i am so tired orite
i helped caried this paintings wid carolyn
and it was HEAVY!
seriously
anyway i got no mood to blog
but to let out the emotions
i have to
i am fucking disapointed sia
i truted her soooo much
but she wanna be so fucked up to her seniors
go and tell larhs
anyway she did
and senior just wen rolling her eyes
do watever u want
cause u gguys should be showing and example
but wad fucking attitude are u showing to yur own senior??
fuck larhs
i am so blardy pissed
and fer the first timed
i showed it to her
i cant help it
got a good talk wid julia just now
and to tell u the truth
both pat and bitch was saved by the bell man
or else i would have blown up infrnt of evelibodi
seriously
why cant they accept my decision??
why cant they understand?
k i got to really say sumthing to pat and fer u fucking bitch..
i am really sorry i gotta ged out
but its not wat i want but
i seriously cant
i cant do it animore
pple wld ask why
cause the fucking reason is
the 'thing' is not there nimore
if i would do it
its the blardy same thing as asking a disabled person to run
i know u pat is damn pissed
wid me
but please
as a fren
i dont want to do it
but i have to
update again ad nite orites
i will ; put my days with you here /