you are not part of my life ; you are part of me.

20041113

[draft two]
am so tireed and soo deadd
spring clean da house fer dun know how many hourss
ma baby is soo lucky out theree
dun knoww where oso : /
hows?
am soo boored
i give up on it
not supose to on the compp
but on it ferst thing in morning
and aunt didnt say nithing
so just dun boother lahrss

now am looking ad some skinss
i wanna change
and i oso dun want to changge
poot said it was nicee
so i am justt looking ad it
probably changing it afta rayerr((:
so yeahss
blehss is invading ma bloog
hu is blehhs
i dun knoww
bleahss

waidds
i dun know wad to get fer ma blogg
have been having dark oness ard
like the gerl wid dat creature in a dungeon
den it was the gerl screaming
den now this is the onee
GIMME A SUGGESTION!
argh
blog is the online version of urself
so i have to be maself
i cant do nithing else
than rather be maself aint it rite?
so i keep being dark
until i see the light in ma life
wic i know i am seeing it((:

In Death I See Life
In Life I See Death
The Sweet Relief
That I Long The Hush Of Whispering wings
Have come to Take Me
Away, away

i found it in da skinss
its just showss da other side of onee
shid wad am i toking??
i oso dun knoww
shid
shid
alrite
i saw eminem skin
but then ritee
veli oldd
oritee
and i want the tattto dat eminem has
a pic of halley((:
the new breed of eminem((:

ok got nothing to blogg about
and oso got nothing too doo
shhai
bored

ok am going to blogg about how irritating it is to fast
sarah's idea
akhaz
ok
let see yesdae dinner was take away food
and it suck
seriously
manz
i ended up not eating nithing
and this morning didnt wake up fer sahur
like WTF
am feeling so giddy
wanna take panadol
but am fasting
ang just like i said
i am werking ma butt off

i saw alot of skinss
all were dark
nice siaa

iloveyou
iloveme
ilovehim((:
whoarhs??
dunknowlehs
kkiamboored
sarahknowswhyy
akhaz

amsoo boreddd
hmpf
aint home yett
cant crap on the phonne
why cant ya be earlly?
remember supose to crap on the phone ada 12?
but have ta go out
WTF
am pissed
woke up just fer yaa
aiyorrhs
aite2
no usee gedding angryy

ok
i know i am not going to blogg fer da nxt few dayss
until then i mish ya guys out there oleadi

TO YA'LL OUT THERE:

am dividing these wishes aroundd

MALAY FRENS:

i love youu guyss

and have a meaningful rayerr ke??

duit ngan luper nk sharee tau((:

selamat hari rayerr

maaf zahir dan batinn

hope all those things dat i have done to you guys

dat ma ya down or cry ad timess

be forgivenn

cause i know i have((:

MA BABY((:
still on on the 23?

i am gonna disturb ya oritee((:

we gonna shop our last day outt togather like hell

i will take care of maself dun wori

msg me oritee((:

BLEHS

invade sumore larhss

wanna get frm me arhs?

akhazz

have a meaning full rayer okiez??

talk to ya sumtimee((:

dun talk crapp again((:

see ya after rayyerss people((:

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