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she leaving next year): why cant she stayy?i know i am soo gonna cry sia. any wayss
this entry is for you alrite gerl!
the year have been tough fer both of us. and i have to admit i wasnt there fer u all the while till recently and i have seen how much u meant to me.u know me in and out. u know my deepest secret and u know exactly the best way to react to my ractions. u are my best fren and of course we vows tat we will be sisters till the end((: i love you and u leaving school for the states would be tough. who would i call when i am bored?? who would i go to fer a shoulder to cry on? who would i scream ad wen i am boored?? me daily routine would change dramatically.u wold be back in feb but to another skewll. even if we are in the same country things would be diff. u say its not like u are dead and i laughed wid you but i am crying inside. its even worse now tat we are toking and crapping wid each other everydae. fuck it. i cry everytime i tink about it can! aiyorhs fren! i just want u to know even long distance frenship can werk. and if nithing u want, u can just holla ad me((: i love you and i know i will miss yoou((:
i will ; put my days with you here /